I am self-destructive. I have never thought of anything more grave to hurt me than my own thoughts. But you’re different. Not only your words and actions affect my thoughts. It’s you. You are my destruction. It hurts to know that we can’t do anything. I can’t do anything. There’s nothing more painful in knowing that you can’t control the inevitable.
To be honest, I want to hate God. He knows how easily hurt I get. Why has He brought me in this situation? But I can’t get myself to hate Him. He’s is my only hope now.
Please Lord, save him. Don’t let him die, please. Not now. Please.
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